I hope I get to have a good life

 May 5, 12:43am

“ I hope I get to have a good life.

My mom was the daughter of Monsignor John P Connolly from St Jarlath church in Oakland; he was a Vatican appointed Monsignor and probably had mafia ties leading to both her and his death in July of 1991… he was involved with a sister , whom was named Della Fitzgerald. She was sweet. So was Monsignor Connolly. So was Aunty Souvelousky - who was in the Russian mafia…and knew Dusko Popov - whom I’m guessing is the uncle of the mother—but back to Connolly, I’m guessing his son was Don Brown who must’ve come up from LA and took over the church? I was “cared for” by Don and Angie, the maid / a parishioner who became the “grandma.” I don’t know why they were so dishonest with me my whole life. I think they tried to use the moms dead body to work with Filipinos first, then prostitutes, then children, and who knows what else…. She has deserved to rest for hecka long. Geralyn, the adoptive mother, is very cold and distant and raped me when I was little and felt bad so she moved in with Don and Angie and I guess they dosed me with drugs and school to make me forget. My dad is a mystery still. I thought it might be George W Bush at first, then Maynard Keenan, then Tom Cruise, then Brad Pitt, then Matthew McConnoughy… Joe Biden or Dick Cheney, …maybe even George Sr…. however, it seems more like Stone Cold Steve Austin sometimes or something… and she didn’t want me to bug him at all. And I don’t. So I don’t know about my own personal history as much as everything else, but everyone has always told me I’m smarter than everyone else they’ve known and that I have more wisdom than most people… people sent to kill me have chosen not to do the act because of my little innocence as a being… I hope people let me enjoy my life but they usually fuck it up. I was robbed after all that twice and my mom Geralyn (the adoptive one but the only one around now…) went nuts and is still getting older every day even though she tries to be patient with stuff; I would never live with her ever in any circumstance though and nor would I have had to have put up with immigrant bullshit from fools because the other fuckers were probably immigrants moving in on Oakland …. I hope I get to have a good life.”